Changes (Day 3)
You must have waited for me
To listen to the story, I cut short yesterday.
I disclosed to you how I wake up.
Today, I’ll reveal how I’ve almost stopped,
In the verge of giving up.
The agony is intense
The hurting is within.
I am sweating so cold that I almost give in.
I saw the light slowly dying.
My heartbeats are slowing.
My soul is dying.
This is not the first,
But the worst for some time.
I feel benumbed, but I don’t seem to care.
In one brief instance,
I am almost there.
But something has changed within me.
I’m surprised I thrived today.
I heared my inner voice begging me to stay.
I gather my strength and draw a breath.
Darkness is behind me, the light is ahead.
‘Tis your love that saved me from death.
You are my spring time.
So many more stories to tell you,
But I will just save ’em for tomorrow.
I have written a list, it is long though.
But I would like to share ’em all with you.